Saturday, 18 December 2010

12:06 am: over the tide

I'm about to leave singapore for malaysia pretty soon. while waiting for parents, have some time to kill. argh, feeling miserable again, sometimes thoughts are enough to just spoil your day. :(

i'm not sure if i'm ready to commit, cause i'm really afraid it'll end up back in square one. :(

i really want to everything to be like back as last time, where life was just filled with bliss and with no worries. not even sure of anything cause it just keeps changing. when things, circumstance, people, change, i get so paranoid and don't want to open up to anyone except a few that are close. even those that are close.. i really don't know. mind's pretty in a whirlpool now, mess mess mess.

i'm actually looking forward to results day. hehe. i don't know why but, yeah.

One can't turn back time, but one can begin again. I'd love to trust, to commit to things that are worth committing and to things that would last a lifetime. it's the decision of one whether to make or break.